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Hey everybody I'm Houth. This blog is mainly a devotional/poetry blog. I honestly hope that it encourages you in your own personal walk with God. If not, thank you for looking at the blog anyway :) Enjoy my poetry and devotionals. May they bless your heart and feel free to let me know if they do. Have a great day!

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Monday, July 18, 2011

This is My God

For the first time in awhile I went to this awesome church in North Quincy known as Glad Tidings Church.
I love going there for their powerful worship services and I knew that that was what I needed lately. 
One of the songs that they were leading that morning was "This is Our God" by Hillsong. 
The words in that song are so powerful, to say the least. 
I couldn't help but to lose myself in the music and words of the song in worship.  
These are the lyrics to the song:

Your grace is enough
More than I need
And your word I will believe
I wait for you
Draw near again
And your spirit make me new
And i will fall at your feet
I will fall at your feet
And i will worship you here

Your presence in me
Jesus light the way
By the power of your word
I am restored
I am redeemed
By your spirit i am free
And i will fall at your feet
I will fall at your feet
And i will worship you here

Freely you gave it all for us
Surrendered your life upon that cross
Great is your love
Poured out for all
This is our God

Lifted on high from death to life
Forever our God is glorified
Sovereign king
Rescued the world
This is our God

When you read through these lyrics, what goes through your mind?
Do you understand the weight of these lyrics? The magnitude of the words? The boldness it takes to say these things and to actually believe it in your heart as well?
It is one thing to say, "This is our God."
It is another to declare with all that you are in your heart and soul, "THIS IS MY GOD!"
A quote that a very close friend of mine shared with me the other night made me reexamine my life.
"What have you done today that only a Christian would do?"
Now, I know what you're thinking. With so many, Christians in the world misrepresenting God, how would anyone really know what that even means?
Think about it. 
A Christian is essentially a Christ follower. 
What have we done today to show that we follow Christ?
Let's go deeper.
If we say that we follow God, would our heart say so? Would the people around us actually believe this bold statement?
Believe it or not, being a Christian means that you are an ambassador of God. You are adopted into His Family. You are cleansed by the blood of Jesus.
To be a Christian is to be bold. In my opinion, some of the boldest people in the world are not extroverted and adventurous.  Some of the boldest people in the world are those who declare with all that they are,
"THIS IS MY GOD"
Jesus Christ is MY God.
How bold is it to say that not only out loud but in the very depths of your heart too?
The God of the universe.
The One who was and is and is to come.
The God who sent His Son to bridge the gap between us and Him.
The God who loves us no matter how many times we have hurt Him and wronged Him.
The God who is so patient when we make the same mistakes over and over and over again.
The God who blesses us even when we dishonor His Name.
The God who creates in us a clean heart.
The God who says that we are priceless even when everyone else says we're worth nothing.
The God who died an innocent death on a cross and NOT ONCE did He wish on us what we deserved...death...
The God who leaves the 99 sheep to find the 1 that left the herd.
The God who provides for our every need.
The God who understands every single pain we go through.
The God who knows every strand of hair on our head.
The God who is Holy, Just, and Merciful is jealous for us.
THINK ABOUT WHAT THIS MEANS!
The God of the universe cares about you so much that He never wants you to settle for anything less than His best.
You can have everything in this world:
Money, treasures, fame, adoration and a million friends/followers on Facebook/Twitter.
But...
The person who declares in the depths of their heart, "This is my God," They're the ones who are satisfied.
They're the ones who are truly bold and courageous.
It takes a real man, a real woman to follow God to declare in their life that He is their God.
Before you go to sleep tonight, what have you done today that only a follower of Christ would do?
Before you answer this or decide to take this challenge on for the day, don't take this lightly.
This is not for the half-hearted and luke warm Christians.
This is a challenge for the truly bold to stir up their spirits.
We say we follow Christ, inside and out...
NOW GO!
And spread that love and passion for God into your world of influence.
Be bold.
Declare with all that you are, in times of trial, pain, joy, sadness, anger, and praise,
"THIS IS MY GOD!"

Friday, July 15, 2011

Fight the Right Way

I fight...
The wrong way
I constantly punch in all directions
Hoping one would hit
Someday...
I fight...
For wrong reasons
I put my enemies in front of me
Hoping they can feel my anger
Not today...
I fight...
With wrong techniques
I refuse to breathe 
With every misguided punch
Breathe away...
I fight...
In wrong situations
Like David and Goliath
But with no sling, no rock and no faith
Nothing to say...
I fight...
Because I'm wrong
And I want others to be wrong too
So that somehow I'd be right
What's the right way?
Jesus is the Way
The Truth
The Life
You wanna fight?
Go through Jesus...
Because after you wrestle with an undefeated God,
Every other enemy is
A has been...
A never was...
A never will be...
Fight the way Jesus did
Use the weapon he used - the Truth
And fight for what matters...
Life...
Life in God is a life worth fighting for...

Sunday, July 10, 2011

Confession of Fear, Longing for Love

By: Houth Som


I often wonder
Where the discrepancy is,
Where the error lies
And where did the mistakes come from?
When did fear settle?
Settle like a mother
Calming down her son
Sitting still but never really still
Until a command comes from the father
With the strength of authority in his voice
The depth of seriousness in his tone
There is an underlying message to understand.
For there is no fear in love
But to fear love itself
Is the father’s command
Not the principle of love
Or the teachings of love
But the embodiment of love itself shall I fear
And I hear over and over again
I have not loved myself enough
I have not seen clearly the error of my ways
And yet...
They glorify that which is without error
Without imperfections or blemish
My body is a temple and I have filled it with trash
Trash that has the foul stench of spiritual decay
The terrible odor of hypocritical living
Day by day
With a boulder of a heart at the core
At the center 
And it is...
Cracked...
You can look inside and see a heart 
Half full of vain efforts and
Half empty of what used to be beautiful...
Love...
Filling this temple up with an empty love for
Things...
Attainable, unattainable and that which will soon be attained
Only to be taken away when perfection calls me to be the same
Imagination...
Never satisfied with that which is real
But drinking in saltwater to quench
A thirst as a placebo effect
People...
With words and actions
That has as much substance as an infant writing an essay
Cute,
When you look at the effort,
But there’s really nothing there
Love for self pity, jealousy and insecurity
Pity on things I wish didn’t happen
Jealousy on things that I wish will happen
Insecure on things that I wish will not happen
Is there something wrong with me?
Am I the only one?
Who can fill this void?
I want love...
I need love...
Love that transcends the length of time
But stays with me here in the present
Love that fills this void
But everyday I continue to hunger for it
Love that protects me with its arms
But leaves me vulnerable when my heart is close
Love that reassures me when fear hits me like a storm
But leaves me with a sense of mystery when I’m in the eye
Love that teaches me like a child
But disciplines me like a man
I need this love
I desire this love
Above my own needs
Above my own desires
This love,
God’s love,
Shall remain in me forever
With love dwelling inside
Whom then shall I fear?
What weapon formed against me shall prosper?
Nothing,
For Love Always Hopes,
Always Protects,
Always Trusts,
Always Perseveres
Love...
Never...
Fails...
So why should I see myself as a failure?